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JS PROM...

FEBRUARY 19, 2005 Saturday 6:30 to 12:00 a.m Junior and Senior Prom...
thanks to All the teachers of Chevalier school for and all staff for having our prom very ellegant.
and ofcourse to my fellow classmates. 3rd year section Barcelona to our very own adviser ma'm A.S. to my friends.
*CARLEEN NICOLE ARAOS
*MARY ANN CRUZ
*GENVIEVE DE VIVAR
specially to my BEST FRIENDS...
BERNA in RED GOWN.
NORVIC in a cute blue red silk Gown straight hair.
PHOEBE alike to a genie wid a long eyelashes.
............................................................hope to have that moment back..... thank you all... barcelona rules......

JS prom sOng cOh fOr ****.

Am I real? Do the words I speak before you make feel
That the love I've got for you will see no ending?
Well if you look into my eyes then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down 'cause if you'll hold me
we can fade into the night and you'll know
CHORUS:
The world would die and everything may lie
Still you shan't cry 'Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last I'll be by your side
Take my hand And gently close your eyes so you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight than what I've for you
Well if you feel the same way for me then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short my darling tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night and you'll know
The world could die and everything may lie
But you won't cry 'cause time may pass
And everything won't last but I'll be by your side
Forever by your side so you won't cry

2nd year sophomores ng FEPS 2003

t0 kimberly detaL...Ma. Paula Garcia....Christel Lourdes Rayos....Christine Dianne Moreno... and Richlle Vie Dela Cruz.... hiya gurlz... nanal0 tau ng 1st place!... "COME ON IN OUT OF THE RAIN".... u rocks... para sa iny0 yan..... sana lng kasama ko kayo sa laban.. bka nag champion pah!(hehehejokejokejoke) pero sana talaga lang ha.. sana andun kau... para mas masaya ako dibah.. cge bye.. dedicated sa inyo yan... awabshue

frENS...

OnE...twO,,,,,,,thrE-------
FriEndshiP nEvEr End...
whAT dO u tinK?
diD aN advisE?....
im hERe....rEady 2 hELP...

mOm3n+ lik3 diz

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come and now...

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kissOh,
I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin
'But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when
I fallSo let me tell you this...
Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this
Some people spent two lifetimes,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
,For a moment like this

OHHHH, LIKE THISOHHHH, YEAH,
'cuz people search for every moment yeah.
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this.Ohhhhh, like this.

SEE D' REAL U.....
HAVE A PROBLEM?
ask me...
mine fOR fREE..
just hEre tO hElp..

if d' Filing is gOnE

If the feeling is gone
please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyesand it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do everything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone

There's a sadness in your smile
Though you try to conceal it
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do everything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do everything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone....

can wE stiLL b FrEnz?

We can't play this game anymore
But can we still be friends
Things just can't go on like before
But can we still be friendsWe had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone

Let's admit we made a mistake
But can we still be friends (can we still be friends)
Heartbreak's never easy to take
But can we still be friends (can we still be friends)
It's a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la (can we still be friends)
Can we still get together sometimeLa, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
(can we still be friends)
You knowLife will still go on and on and on and on

We all woke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger onIt's like a sweet, sad, old song

hOw kI_ID u say I_I lOvE mE

You say that you've always been true
Looking in your eyes I see you lie
You're trying hard to hide that
There's someone new you found and
You want me to believe that you still care

REFRAIN:
How can you hurt me this way
Everything I knew was loving you
How could you try pretending
Your love was never ending
Now you can't even say that you will stay

CHORUS:
How, how could you say you love me
When you will go and leave me
How could you make me hurt so bad
When I have loved you more than anyone can do
Can't believe the pain
That I'm feeling now because of loving you
(REPEAT REFRAIN & CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I can't seem to understand
How can love be so unkind
Still you broke my heart despite what I've done
Still my love was not enough
Though I've given you my all
I can take it anymore(REPEAT CHORUS)

hav3 I_I 3v3r.

Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's overKnowing,
there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way world goes round

Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wishing there's a way to I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

Can't help but think that is wrong
We should be togetherBack in, your arms where I belong

Now I finally realise, it was forever that I'd found
I'd give it all to change the way goes round
Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wishing there's a way to I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should knowCos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you seeAnd though the moments go
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wishing there's a way to I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should knowCos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

Yes, I loved and lost the day I
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go

biG brOvaz nO.1 "BABY BOY" (fav. ni kim!)

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that dayFelt so real,
and so trueLooking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been,
whatwe went through
Although we’ve had ourlittle ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re myworld my everything
I wanna lace you with diamonds and every ring
Give you everything youdream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love meLooking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with youYou keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving youKeep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook upagain tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus:]My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keepson passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believeI’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to putmy trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do


And every minute that
I spend with you
You make me believe
I have nothing to loose andDeep down
I always knewthat you would be mine
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feelingthis was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile,
I can see us walking up the aisle
with youcarrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]If you were to go,
I don’t knowYou’re the only one
whosweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be trueCause you’re my,
my sweet loveEver since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you weregonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girlthat’s on my mind
I never knew a love likethis,
a love so strong
A vision so picture perfectit
could never be wrongAlong the way,
you’re gonnasee you belong with Jay
I might have to marry youone day baby eh..
[Chorus / Outro]

D' v3ry Own kitchi3'z tOp singl3 hit.(WAG NA WAG)

Wag na ‘Wag Mong Sasabihin

(Philippine Theme for Lovers in Paris)By: Kitchie Nadal

May gusto ka bang sabihin,

Ba’t di mapakali,

Ni hindi makatingin,

Sana’y wag mo na ‘tong palipasin,

At subukang lutasin,Sa mga sinabi mo na.

Ibang nararapat sa akin,

Na tunay kong mamahalin.

Ohhhh,‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin,

Na di mo nadama itong,

Pag-ibig ko na handang,

Ibigay kahit pang kalayaan mo.

Ano man ang naakala,

Na ako’y isang bituin,

Na walang sasambahin,

Di ko man ito ipakita,

Abot langit ang daing,

Sa mga sinabi na.

Ibang nararapat sa akin,

Na tunay kong mamahalin.

Ohhhh,‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin,

Na di mo nadama itong,

Pag-ibig ko na handang,

Ibigay kahit pang kalayaan mo.

At sa gabi sinong duduyan sa’yo,

At sa umaga ang hangin na hahaplos sa’yo.

Ohhhh,‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin,

Na di mo nadama itong,

Pag-ibig ko na handang,

Ibigay kahit pang kalayaan mo.

Ohhhh,‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin,

Na di mo nadama itong,

Pag-ibig ko na handang,

Ibigay kahit pang kalayaan mo.

Ohhh,Ohhh,Ohhh,‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin,

Na di mo nadama itong,

Pag-ibig ko na handang,

Ibigay kahit pang kalayaan mo.....

D' v3ry Own kitchi3'z tOp singl3 hit.

ادمها نوشته های واقعین

مدت زیادی چند سال پیش دوران غریب و پر از فشار رادر درونم گذراندم. نمیتوانم بگویم ادمها ظرفیت شنیدن و خواندن ندارند بلکه معتقدم انکه میگوید و مینویسد قدرت ایجاد ظرفیت را ندارد اما مهم نیست. سالها پیش خانواده ی عجیب و قدیمی در خود و دیگران بچه ای را از دهات دور شمال به تهران اوردند. نمیدانم چند سال داشت فکر کنم هشت سالی فقط میدانم دستهایش از کار کردن در طویله ها پوستی دیگر داشت که برای ایرانیان بنام خوش فرهنگ و خوش تیره قابل تصور نیست چگونه بود نمیدانم چقدر طول کشید تا این بچه کمی نشانه های انسانی را باز یابد. خانواده ی پر از مهر واما مغرور خود نمیدانست چرا این زنجیره را ادامه میدهد. خودش هم نمیدانست. ایا در سنت فوودال استشماری همیشگیش نهفته بود که کارگر در خانه داشته باشد و انسانی دیگر انها را به جامعه در اینده تحوبل دهد یا پیشنهاد رعیتی پیر نود ساله ای را قبول کند که بچه ای را سرپرستی کند. شاید هم نیاز به تنها نبودنی بود چون همه از خانه رفته بودند کسی دیگر نبود. مادر بزرگ و پر بزرگ دیگر جز دختر مراقبشان و دایه ی پیر سکنی گزیده یشان در انجا کسی نیمیافتند از ان شلوغی ها خبری نبود که بچه ها و نوه ها و کارگر ها و مهمانها در قدیم میلولیدند. معلوم نبود چرا اما بچه انجا بود و من بالغ در بودن و و جستجوی شکست نیز مهمانی عزیز که از همه عزیزترین و صاحبخانه ای برای خویش از عزیزی. بچه بزرگ میشد. بزرگ و بزرگ و من هی در درون کوچک و کوچکتر خود را میافتم. کودک وظیفه اش را بخوبی انجام میداد و ان حضور بود. حضوری که بتدریج دردسر سا. همیشه حضور دردسر ساز است. فقط حضور. انیکی میگفت ... جان چرا بیشتر نمیخوری همه را بردار. اینیکی میگفت چرا اصلا اینقدر میخوری و چرا انیکی را با احترام صدا نکردی و اینیکی میگفت یادم بیاور فردا برویم

ادمها نوشته های واقعین

مدت زیادی چند سال پیش دوران غریب و پر از فشار رادر درونم گذراندم. نمیتوانم بگویم ادمها ظرفیت شنیدن و خواندن ندارند بلکه معتقدم انکه میگوید و مینویسد قدرت ایجاد ظرفیت را ندارد اما مهم نیست. سالها پیش خانواده ی عجیب و قدیمی در خود و دیگران بچه ای را از دهات دور شمال به تهران اوردند. نمیدانم چند سال داشت فکر کنم هشت سالی فقط میدانم دستهایش از کار کردن در طویله ها پوستی دیگر داشت که برای ایرانیان بنام خوش فرهنگ و خوش تیره قابل تصور نیست چگونه بود نمیدانم چقدر طول کشید تا این بچه کمی نشانه های انسانی را باز یابد. خانواده ی پر از مهر واما مغرور خود نمیدانست چرا این زنجیره را ادامه میدهد. خودش هم نمیدانست. ایا در سنت فوودال استشماری همیشگیش نهفته بود که کارگر در خانه داشته باشد و انسانی دیگر انها را به جامعه در اینده تحوبل دهد یا پیشنهاد رعیتی پیر نود ساله ای را قبول کند که بچه ای را سرپرستی کند. شاید هم نیاز به تنها نبودنی بود چون همه از خانه رفته بودند کسی دیگر نبود. مادر بزرگ و پر بزرگ دیگر جز دختر مراقبشان و دایه ی پیر سکنی گزیده یشان در انجا کسی نیمیافتند از ان شلوغی ها خبری نبود که بچه ها و نوه ها و کارگر ها و مهمانها در قدیم میلولیدند. معلوم نبود چرا اما بچه انجا بود و من بالغ در بودن و و جستجوی شکست نیز مهمانی عزیز که از همه عزیزترین و صاحبخانه ای برای خویش از عزیزی. بچه بزرگ میشد. بزرگ و بزرگ و من هی در درون کوچک و کوچکتر خود را میافتم. کودک وظیفه اش را بخوبی انجام میداد و ان حضور بود. حضوری که بتدریج دردسر سا. همیشه حضور دردسر ساز است. فقط حضور. انیکی میگفت ... جان چرا بیشتر نمیخوری همه را بردار. اینیکی میگفت چرا اصلا اینقدر میخوری و چرا انیکی را با احترام صدا نکردی و اینیکی میگفت یادم بیاور فردا برویم